This post is dedicated to all those who find themselves in a season of quiet, question marks, and, at times, restless expectation. This post is especially dedicated to my single friends who are figuring out how to embrace where they are and live each and every moment to its fullest, trusting God to pave the path they are traveling.
A few days ago, I read an awesome page in Jesus Calling. The very first sentence was (in all caps); YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH.
Wow, did my heart need those words — more than I even realized!
And then this powerful reminder from Him followed: Listen more to me and less to your doubts. I’m leading you along the path I’ve designed just for YOU.
It can be so hard to keep our eyes on our own path. But when we compare, when we doubt, when we question, we are MISSING OUT on all God has for us right where we are.
Comparison cheats us of the opportunity to see and appreciate the adventure to be found in the dips and turns and twists of our own journey.
And when we doubt and fear and question, we are taking on burdens we are not meant to carry.
If we are following Him, we can trust that we are where we are meant to be. We can trust that He knows what today AND tomorrow holds, and that He is working to bring the best out of our current and future circumstances.
I’ll be honest, I have reached the point in my own season of singleness where really the only thing left to do is truly let go and let God. I have listened to others’ success stories and tried what they’ve tried, I’ve read the articles, and I’ve prayed the prayers — all to no avail.
But I’m beginning to think that maybe I’m not meant to plan or pray or work my way out of this season. Maybe I’m meant to really look at it with new, grateful eyes that are free to see the possibilities it holds. Maybe I’m meant to embrace it with excitement and faithfulness and HOPE.
I used to fear that if I was too content or “successful” in my singleness that maybe God would decide to just leave me in it forever. It seems silly now to believe such a thing, but I have, time and time again. And tonight, I’ve realized that when I’m believing lies like that what I’m really doing is listening to my doubt more than I’m listening to God.
So, tonight, I’m ready to say goodbye to all of that doubt, and I’m ready to listen to what HE has to say about my season instead . I’m ready to fully surrender my hope for marriage to Him (trusting that in His perfect time and way He will lead me into whatever new season awaits).
I’m ready to turn my attention back to today — to the stack of books waiting to be read, the new paints that will soon brighten up a blank canvas, and the words that might find their way into a poem.
Today is right in front of me, exactly as He designed it, planned it, and purposed it. Today is right in front of me, and I choose to call it good. I’m ready to embrace it and make each of its moments count.
I am ready to be and go and do exactly what He has planned for me in this beautiful and sometimes unexpected season, ready to live both with contentment and expectation (if I may borrow that phrase from the fabulous Lindsay Sherbondy).
And it’s true that I may not know where I’m going from here, or when or how I’ll get there…
But He does.
And I promise it won’t be boring.
Neither will today.
4 thoughts on “I don’t know where I’m going from here, but I promise it won’t be boring.”
Amen, Katie! I know exactly how you feel! It is so easy to let fear and discouragement set in our hearts especially when we are not getting any younger… But last week God showed me that I have an opportunity right here in this season of singleness to praise God. No one else can sow these seeds of praise in the midst of circumstances that seem to the natural eye, hopeless. Also, this season is an opportunity to grow and for God to reveal any triggers or lies that I have in my heart. I am praying for him to show me areas that I need to replace the lies of the enemy with His truth. We get to push into the truth that God is faithful and always good and see authority in that area grow. Let’s believe, trust, and hope together!
Hi Katie! , I spoke to firends close to me and decided to get a christian mentor it has made all the difference in me having closure on certain things. I’m a lot happier lately and although I still have days thatcan be a struggle I know God never forsakes meand realised that I was listening to the wrong voice alittle to much, I want to thank you for caring and for the grace you extended to me.
I want to share a song that I love, I have a feeling you might like it :-) https://youtu.be/fFfw6OSbUwE
Hi, Becca! I’m so happy to hear that! :) And I LOVE the Brave album, but I had forgotten this song, and I am so thankful you reminded me of it! My grandmother passed a few days ago, and she loved dancing! What a joy to listen to this tonight. Thank you, and God bless! :)
I’m happy to hear you enjoyed it I hope its been a comfort to you, sorry for your loss sounds like she was a fun grandmother :-)
I love the album to its an awesome worship album, your welcome! Godbless :-)